seasonedheart



question me further  

So I officially hate a cat I never met

and I know how unffair it is, Im just VERY frustrated with the fact I’m finally free and he’s stuck looking after her cat. So yes, we do not like this cat and wish you were not a part of their household

some days

I wish you did treat me like a thing on the side because then when you can’t be there for me it’d hurt less.

It’s not like things will stay exactly as they are forever. Eventually, one person will come out on top. (figuratively and literally hehe)

there is something very  wrong with this statement. especially  when referring to a polyamorous relationship…

makes me feel icky

2 BOYFRIENDS!? - POLYAMORY (by lacigreen)

that moment

when you feel pretty crappy you can’t have important people to you come to really important events in your life because your family knows them as someone else’s boyfriend. Just feeling down tumblr…

thing is

I like being possessed

Your Existing Situation

“Is sensitive and easily influenced by other’s thoughts and emotions. Looking for friendly, easy-going relationships and jobs that help develop them.”

Your Stress Sources

“Feels unappreciated and in an unpleasant position. Needs personal recognition and the respect of others, since she has not been about to find partners who value the same things she does. she holds back her emotions and is unable to give fully of himself, but lasting isolation makes her want to change those ways and surrender to her deep urges. Giving in to her natural instincts and urges is a sign of weakness, so feeling this way makes her weak and irritable. Fighting these urges makes her feel stronger, as if she can take on anything that comes her way. Longs to be valued as an important associate and admired for her personal qualities.”

Your Restrained Characteristics

“Feels she is getting less than she deserves for all her hard work; however, she makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation.”

Has strong emotional demands and is picky when it comes to choosing a partner. she chooses to remain emotionally distant and uninvolved in relationships.

His confidence is low but she is unable to admit that is the reason for her avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of her control and she is making the best of it.

Feels trapped in a helpless situation and is desperately seeking relief. she is able to find pleasure and happiness in sexual activity.

Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being.

Your Desired Objective

Seeks to be known for something she has accomplished and uses her social abilities to win people over. Emotional and sensitive and romantic.

Your Actual Problem

“Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. she tries to escape into a fantasy world where things go her way and her desires are easier to reach.”

Your Actual Problem #2

“Impressed by unique and one of a kind things, and by people with exceptional personalities. Tries to takes the characteristics she likes in other people and apply it to herself as well as coming across as a unique individual.”

Cruel Cruel - Automatic Loveletter (by kewldave5)

they’ll all lie, hurt, and betray you in the end. my world is filled with dishonest people who think they are sparing those they say they love by lying to them when in reality they don’t want to deal with them being upset. Not for their sake but to keep their lives simple. They don’t want to see their significant other hurt due to how it will make THEM feel. A very selfish thought process. My heart feels heavy wondering why after the long battle of trying to give my trust it’s been trampled on so many times. Not just romantic partners who find it easier to just lie to me than have to deal with me being upset (which is much more upsetting) but also people I’ve called friends.

yet I sit here with a half smile knowing I’ll be giving humanity another chance in my heart even after they crush it and take me for all I’ve got.